Things that I Hate

Men. All of them. Pick one, I hate him.

on a separate note: http://blog.kiamatthews.com

she's fantastic.

Valentine's Day

This day would've sucked were it not for the amazing people that were in my house this morning...and the ridiculously good looking guy who wished me a happy valentine's day at check-out.


oh, yeah, there was something there between us check-out guy...let's not fight it


Happy Valentine's Day indeed.

Secret Secrets are no Fun!

Lately, I feel as though I'm keeping EVERYONE'S secrets. Which, I don't know...that's whatever. But it's sort of hard to pretend like nothing has changed once I see these people around. It's like I want to hug them, punch them, or just stare at them without them knowing why/how I found these things out.

I don't know--maybe I shouldn't complain, I've been in a funk lately.

A funk that was interrupted temporarily by the AMAZINGNESS of last night's formal! But actually, it was the best senior formal a girl could ask for!

But the more time I spend in this 'funk' the more I realize I need a change of setting--a fresh start! And I'm sad that I'll have to wait till college to get it.


I suppose I'll just keep on trucking until then.

People Suck Sometimes

I am amazed at how quickly one can go from happy to sad.

life is funny that way...

I was betrayed this evening by two people who I thought had my back...but it turns out they don't. Which, (as was pointed out to me multiple times by these people) is of course my fault. I wonder if that refers to my fault for trusting them or for just being so presumptuous that I could even believe that they were actually my friends.

Call me stupid, call me dramatic--but why do people who KNOW you're upset pretend like you're an idiot for being upset? I honestly don't get it? Are they stupid? I don't know. I don't care. But that to me is one of the lowest things a person can do, is just completely disregard your feelings because they think you shouldn't feel a certain way.

WELL FUCK THAT


on a completely related note: HOORAY FOR PEOPLE WHO GET SHITFACED AT MAMMOTH AND THEN SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT YOU!

Snapshot: Pros/Cons

Pros:

1. I'm a second semester senior
2. I make a bitchin' lasagna!
3. I just finished The Strangers (which isn't due until forever)
4. ...And I did the vocab list!
5. I just discovered Malcolm in the Middle
6. ....And it's awesome
7. Winter formal is in less than a week
8. I'm turning 18 in less than a week
9. I got into college
10. I have an adorable dog
11. Finals? OVER

Cons:

1. In just a few short months, I might not get to see my entire grade ever again
2. I secretly fear my lasagna isn't that good
3. I'm not a 100% sure we had to read The Strangers next
4. ...And I'm bored out of my fucking mind
5. Malcolm in the Middle is NEVER on.
6. ....EVER
7. My formal dress makes me look like a whore...a giant, teal, whore*
8. PRISON! PRISON! PRISON!
9. I can't afford college
10. My dog is DISGUSTING right now, and he kept me up all night, and I have to wash him right now
11. My calc grade will be a joke.



All that said I think this list puts me on top for the moment!



*I'm gonna say that's also a pro...because whores can be fun! Just ask a whore!